Monday 16 June 2008

Stupid, stupid, stupid



stupid cloud. stupid possibilities. stupid life. stupid decisions. stupid choice. stupid act. stupid "what-ifs". stupid pressure. stupid heart. stupid brain. stupid advantages. stupid encouragement. stupid smile. stupid crush. stupid realisation. stupid love hearts. stupid cupid's bow. stupid cupid's aim. stupid cupid's decision. stupid cupid. stupid rumours. stupid cream and chocolate bagel. stupid invention of text messages. stupid bad luck. stupid good luck not wiping bad luck off the face of the earth. stupid seduction. stupid volleyball that got me so hyper. stupid cola. stupid terrorists not bombing the place where i got my heartbroken. stupid chances. stupid story books that gives you hope, but really they're made to cash in. stupid touching speeches that never gives hope. stupid magazines saying love is where you least expect it. stupid magazines saying love is in the air. stupid magazines saying love is good. stupid magazines that says you can lose calories in a matter of strength and determination, but in fact, they friggin' don't. stupid power-cut delaying my time. stupid power-cut, no power no internet no post. stupid scrunchy hurting my hair. stupid homework. stupid credit. stupid broken fingernail. stupid bleeding toe. stupid smelly people who carry boxes up and down the house. stupid CSI not being on right now because of that stupid major power-cut (i regret the CSI bit). stupid AC being off. stupid fingers hurting from writing down the word "stupid". stupid farting noises from the chair when i move. his stupid smile that got me all weird. his stupid touch that made me flippin' burgers in my stomach. his stupid stares that makes me melt like ice melting on a summer's day. his stupid self stuck in my head thinking about ice melting. his stupid jokes that makes me smile. his glorious feelings that makes me want to hug him. his stupid looks that attracts girls far better than me. stupid brother texting stupid girls. stupid brother spying on stupid post. stupid brother being so stupid i don't know what to say now. stupid mum having to go out the country when i need her. stupid sister bringing my mum with her. stupid other sister being so cute i just want to cuddle her so hard, her brains would turn to mush. stupid brother asking where mum is. stupid dad having pains on his legs. stupid dad not going to the hospital for a check-up. stupid driver smoking. stupid cigs that kills people. stupid cigs that harms people. stupid computer displaying boring fonts the whole time. stupid time going stupidly fast. stupid fridge not displaying anything but rotten strawberries. stupid breaths that goes away when i see him. stupid universe being so stupidly ginormous. stupid bum looking so stupidly big when looking at the stupid mirror. stupid girl with no super powers. stupid girl that can't stop time. stupid past. stupid present. stupid future. stupid BIG BANG. stupid matter. stupid atoms and molecules. stupid apes being born. stupid time. stupid life. stupid decisions. stupid possibilities.

Worst of all, stupid cloud.

No comments: